Had been 3 days since we've contacted . From the day i met you till now , had not been more than three days we've not seen each other . You know how much i missed you ? ]: But nevermind , if you're leading a happy life outside i won't interfere . But please , please please , don't find me only when you're bored . I'm not like a substitute to entertain you when you have no one to accompany you ]: I won't interfere in you life anymore , maybe i shouldn't even at the start . But i'm trying to let go now , I didn't want you to contact me because you think that you owe me or whatsoever , I rather you don't than to unwillingly ..


My heart aches alotalot now .


Went over to westmall to look for eunice yesterday after zoey's house . DDR-ed [ sucks like shit ] then bought KFC . Eunice went home ( get well soon ! ) so i went over to 4th floor and waited for chiannlih to come over . Ate my frreaking breakfast cum lunch cum dinner in lightning speed . Freaking hungry .


Had a heart to heart talk with her till 2am and home . Going west coast park later :]


What i really need now : To scream , To whack , To hug , To go rounding

You know ? This feeling is worst than to die . It's like dying slowly .