Didn't went school again today , was late . Had been missing classes for three days , gotta catch up ]:

Anyway , chance upon iqadice[?] blog . Saw aaron's and shahirah's picture . Don't know why my heart still aches alotalot . But nevermind , it would be better for the glass to be broken then hurting myself by fixing the broken pieces back - Although i've been hurt alot of times . Imissyou alot , but your heart was always with her . I admit defeat , i've got no strength to fight back . Let today be the last time i cry for you . And from the bottom of my heart ; all the best to aaron and shahirah :] I'm alright here , i'm strong , i'm fine :] I'm a grown up now .


Mother was like hoping me to have a boyfriend . She wanted me to know how hard it is to love someone . I've already know how hard it is , i don't need a boyfriend to teach me .


I'm so bored . I miss 4th floor , i miss your psp , i miss your warm embrace your gentle kiss , and you biting my lips . I miss your tongue forcing its way into my mouth , i miss you , and your everything ..




Aaronchuayizhi ,
hope next time you'll have a better decision on what's on your mind . Who you really love and who you don't . Takecare and goodluck in whatever you do :] I'll be your lady behind you , farfarfarfar behind , where you can't even spot me . Lucks in getting her back :]
Truck loads of love ,
Vernis :]