Posted on : Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 8:59:00 PM
Went over to Jackson's birthday BBQ over at westcoast after school ..
Aaron , i've got to give up on you now . I really can't hang till the end , how can i move on in life with half of my heart lingering on to you ? Perharps you'll be glad i finally gave up on you . In a blink of an eye i've known you for 3 months and met almost everyday for the first two months . You know within this short period how much i've cried for you ? I really love you alot but i guess we're just not fated . Goodluck in getting shahirah back . & I'm bidding you a last goodbye , i wonder when will be the next time we meet .

Really miss you .17-06-2008 5.19pmGirl, you takecare when you were there okay? i will surely miss you like hell i swear. :s haha! i know you will also arh, when missing me just listen to my favourite song. then imagine that i'm singing! *wink* heh heh. and must remember to brush teeth ass! :B call me when you are back liang zhi bexin!01-07-2008 7.59pmbecause maybe we know each other not very long then stead, i scared that my feelings will suddenly fade arh. i didn't mean to break up with you but is that i want some time to think about it. scared that i will make your love for me deeper and deeper.01-07-2008 8.03pmi mean i want some time to think about us. cause i dontknow i'm really true to you or what? if is a no, at least i didn't drag so long.01-07-2008 9.45pmits not that i really dont love you, is that i dontknow whether i'm loving you now or is just a crush. i'm afraid to turt you that's why i say all this.01-07-2008 11.05pmdont! No! i dontwant just break up like this. i just need a time out to think about things. please i know is really hard to let go just like this so dont say you're strong.02-07-2008 6.40pmi think i really need time to think about it, seeing you like this really let me break down. i dont wanna see you like this. i'm sorry!02-07-2008 10.27pmgirl, i really wanna thanks you for all you had did to me. i appreciate very very much. i will never forget about your laughter, your smile, your jokes and you CRAZINESS! haha! i love when you are high. lol! but i also must apologize for what i had did, i hope you would understand what i'm trying to explain and hope that you had enjoy the times we had together.*wink* whenever you felt bored or have any problem, i'm always there for you. and and 30th june 2013. 3pm ******* ***** with blue shirt arh! will remember it. :p goodnight!15-07-2008 9.35pmi know maybe i'm in the fault. that day we were all fooling around and playing. me and her now is just friends good friends like how we were last time when we are not stead. seriously i'm really trying to forget her le, and planning to go back to you le. i feel that you were like a gift from god to me. and i should ttreasure you. i will fight for my love no matter what. please dont leave us. dont only because of me and you lose all of them. we wont be happy and i'm sureyou will not too right? take some time to relax yourself alright? dont just leave like this. please?
It's amazing how time flies and how much iloveyou . But today will be the end now , the fullstop for me and you , i promise i'll forget you . I've really got no more tears to flow for you anymore .. Takecare , and goodluck for everything you do .

Weiwen , i'm really trying to forget him alright ? Thanks alot for everything you've done for me :]