Had been long since i last woke up so early . Fetch my brother to school , and suddenly i realised there's finally some cuteness in him :/ Lol . Here the conversation ( in chinese ) goes :
( at the door of his classroom)
Vernis : Know how to go in yourself hor ?
Joven : Um .
Vernis : Then i go liao ar .
Joven : Ok lor .
So looked at him awhile ( afraid he'll run away -.- ) , and start to walk away .
Joven : Oi ! Thankyou thankyou 123 ar !
Vernis : Huh ?! Haha ! Okok !


Ha , he's only four year old okay . Wonder where he learn that sentence from , really stunned when i heard that . Lol . He cheered up my day man . So unusual , he's usually the one who dampen my day :/ Laughs .


Went over to market to eat roti prata alone ): Wonder why teh-beng seems more bitter today . Lol , really . I usually finish the whole glass . Suddenly when i eat alone , thoughts flow into my mind . I don't know why , i suddenly thought about Vincent ..


It's bitter . 3 years of friendship ends now ? I know it's my fault , i shouldn't have use my feelings to judge things . Isit too late for us to turn back now ? I've texted you , i've even say sorry . You can't accept my apology just this once ? I really miss the times we're together .


I know you'll never get to see this . But bloggings the only way i let out all the troubles , idk why . Like everyone have different ways to express themselves , eg yanqi writes everything out on a book , chiannlih writes them out and burns them . But from young , idk how to express everything deep inside . Yanqi says thats the reason why i always cries when things happens ..


But then , i finally found a way to say everything out . Through this blog , but yanqi say she'll never blog out everything for people to see . I don't mind , so long as i can spill everything from inside . So i'm not being emo or whatever . Cause i fucking hate emo people _l_ Step yi ge world end liddat -.- I'm just expressing things inside :]


Okay stop it , fullstop . I'm going for interview later , wish me luck . I crossed my fingers - on both hands - for good luck . Both hands . That should be twice as much good luck :]