I don't know about you , but i seriously think it's unfair to me . You don't want it because you're afraid it'll spoil your reputation again ? I'm not even afraid of my bloody reputation , you can't bear it awhile to make me feel more fortunate , make me feel like yours ?

Frankly speaking , i've never felt like yours before . You can say everything , you say you're really serious and whatever . But you're not proving it to me , aren't you ? Action speaks louder than words , i guess it's not in your dictionary .

Time would change your thinking , maybe . But i'm really tired of waiting , what if all the waiting comes to a freaking ending ? I'm seriously not sure if you can resist seeing her everyday in school . Maybe you'll end up in the same class as her next year . And with me working , you'll definately see her more than seeing me ..

Hey , all things happens for a reason . If next time we can't pull through this together , that proves we're not suitable for each other . If that's really gonna happen , no one can stop it . I'll be smiling to whatever that's coming . For , smiling or frowning it's our own choice . Let's choose the one which would make me seems better :}

Nevermind about me then , you can choose what you want . I hate to bring it up to you , cause' i'm afraid it'll spoil our relationship now .. Only sky knows how much i care for you . Blogging's the only way i swing out all my thoughts and feelings .

I'm giving in to fate . Blame it on me if our feelings fade . I'm tired , nothing much to care anymore . Gimme a break .

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I realise , my eyes don't cry for you . It's my heart whos doing the job now , crying and tearing inside . Does it means that you're more important to me now ? Will i be able to leave you , when the time comes ? ): Having a sour heart isn't easy , i'll rather the tears flow , than a heartache .

I'm finally going to taekwondo later , and also going for a interview tommorow . God bless me :] Wish me luck too ! :p

Hope there's sparring later , i'm gonna give my opponent hell :/ Okay , i just wanna express everything deep inside .

Great song , cheer me up :] Swing to the beat yo ~ Suddenly i feel like clubbing , zoey ? :]