Posted on : Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 1:13:00 PM

I don't understand .. It's tiring & hurting . Killing me is better than leaving me to die slowly .
I didn't know words can pierce through my heart and cost me a heartache .
I didn't know words are killer but not a crime .
I'm tired of explaining already . If you guys think i don't wanna go back to school just because of my hair ,
by all means take it as my reason . I don't give a damn .
Even my granny don't understand what i'm saying .
Why must people flare their anger at me & when i flare back i'm in the wrong ?
I've already tried hard to control my anger ,
why can't you see i'm trying and stop screaming your lungs into my ear drums ?
I'm already very troubled , don't agitate me again , i'll give you hell .
& i still want to thanks everyone whos there for me :} Vanessa & jas & vian & all :} Mdm Tan is esp cute today , although she woke me up from my dreams .