Why does memories of aaron defeats the love between me and weiwen ..
It's already so long , people says time heals , i tell myself the same exact thing but why time still not taking effect ? Why after dating with weiwen , aaron still lurkes in some corner of my mind ? Why when i see you and shahirah so happy together i feel like breaking down ? Why are you such a torture . I've already chose to leave you but it's not helping me to move on at all ..
Why am i crying over you now when it's something you've already forgotten ? Why can you move on so happily without knowing someone's crying over you ? Why are you so free and easy while someone's aching over you ? Do you even know you've hurt someone ?
I swear this is not moodswing . It must have been the memories that have triggered all these .. I've never been so serious in a boygirl thing before . Why didn't i hold on to you tight and never let go ..


Weiwen , if you're reading this , i'm sorry . I just wanna let everything out . I feel better like this , i hope you'd understand me .


Any sleeping pills ?