I am seriously seriously affected by what had happened . I don't know why sometimes i compare myself with her , i felt really bad . I'm still affected by your past . You remember what you say ? ' You know how hard isit to forget someone i've loved for one year ?! '


Do you think we need a break ? It's not your fault . I'm not ready to continue . Oh fuck , its the tenth day again . Our love could only last ten days everytime no matter how hard we tried ?


I wanna push all these aside .
I wanna :
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But i don't wanna be like dry mango .