I'm a fool hur ? :] Laughs . Never did anything goes on smoothly for me . Never did i gone through a steady relationship .


Why did i ended up in this path . Why things happened again , why are we experiencing what we've both experienced . Same Script Different Cast , the roles have changed , but story's the same . And now we're hurt over again over this lil relationship we've built over the past 3 months .


I wonder how many times i shed my tears over this lil love i've been trying to protect all along in the past . I've never thought there would be this day i would wanna end this , when all along what i wanted is what i have now . Why did i thought we're be lasting , why is everything so fragile .


Why can't i fucking make up my fucking mind , and see who i really love _l_


You're the one i've gone through almost all my ups and downs since the day i knew you . I will never forget the days i shed my tears over you and her . I will never forget the day you went around searching for me . I will never forget our first promise . I will never forget about our lil contract . And the days you sleep over at my house , and the days we lye on each other's shoulder at 4th storey . And your kiss and hugs , and our lil fights and quarrells , but ending up in each other arms again . Iloveyou , because it's love at first sight .


& You're the one who cares for me over the littlest things . You're the first guy whom love me more than i love you . Thus you're the only guy in my life whom cared so much for me . You're the first guy in my life who whisper iloveyou in my ears so softly and tenderly (every 15 minutes) . You're the guy with the most tender kiss . You're the first guy in my life whom gets excited because our first month is coming . And you're the first guy in my life whom plans where to go and what to get for me for our first month more eagerly than me . And also you're the first guy in my life who cares for me more than yourself . I am touched by things you did for me , therefore i fell for you . Iloveyou , because it's care and love i've wanted afterall .


Foolish . Foolish girl . Foolish . Stupid .


I don't wanna sleep , i don't wanna close my eyes . I don't wanna see the sun rise tommorow , because happy days are gone . I don't wanna get another men , i'll remain like this . I'll be a working machine now . I'll drag myself t work the next morning .