Wipe that smile off my face . Get serious -


I don't know , but i miss you ):
My heart wrenches , everytime i think about you . I know i did you wrong . I didn't know you're really really serious about me till JunHong tell me you stare at my blog almost everyday . Now i know you'll reading this , then please read carefully because this whole post is for you .


I admit when i agree to be with you , i wasn't 100% true . But days went on , and i felt your warmth . You were great , you cared for me over the littlest things . I can't be happier , but we both knew things weren't really on the right track . Part of my heart still with him , and i'm affected by what you did before we're together . Dirty rumours outside are also rotting our relationship .


I admit , i didn't really tried to salvage our relationship when it went down the drain . Because my heart's still with him and i thought you would'nt be that hurt . People's been telling me , looking at the way you treat girls , the way i treat you is nothing ..


Till the day we met up again , sitting beside each other after the broke up in the bus stop was terrible . I felt awful , i was hoping for the bus to come . We were speechless , because in the past , a kiss and a hug meant a thousand words . I know you felt awful too , i'm sorry . I didn't knew things would end up like that .


Then , the day when loads of things happened to me . You were there for me . When i cried like there's no tommorow , you comforted me . Though i did you wrong , i'm glad you still cared for me . I'm glad you still came to look for me . Then , i was speechless . Because i was touched , truly deep down from my heart .


That day over the phone , the way you asked me how i am . I can still hear your concern . Maybe you sound hard , but deep down you're soft . I'm speechless , because i thought you've forgotten me , but you did not . I thought you would have found yourself a new girlfriend , but you did not . Rumours out there said you're back to being a hongster , you've hong some girls from don't know which school . Why are there so many rumours out there , some which have spoiled our once beautiful relationship .


Everytime i'm around the places you would have been , i wonder what i'll say if i bump into you . Will it be just a smile on our face , or would we just be passerbys . Would you nod at me and go , or would you pretend you didn't see me . I really hope to bump into you again , i hope to see you fine . But yet i dreaded to see you , dreaded the awkward if we meet .


But i hope you'll still go on , because life's like that :] No matter what , stay strong :] A girl after you now right ? GinEng's stead's friend . You know what ? Go for her :] Go for someone who really loves you , you'll be happier to be with someone who love you more than you love her . Seriously , trust me . I don't know if you're holding on to me or G , but move on :] You can still move on even if you're holding on to the memories . Because who knows ? Being with her might give you even sweeter memories for you to hold on in the future :]


Lastly , i wanna say . Thanks for loving me and your concern you've given me . You'd never be forgotten , cause you're the best boyfriend i've ever had :] God bless you , and goodluck for your N level :] Enjoy the coming holiday too ! :D


To all : Selamat Hari Raya ! (Think it came a lil late :/ )


123: u qot bloqshop ?
Yes .
passerby;D: isit blue and white background? Yah.it's you
Yeah it's me :/ What are you wearing ? :]
ZOELYNN: HA ! Didnt tag me ?
:p
Lipsen: hey ah siao , why jessica copy me call u ah siao?lol
Haha , alot people call me that too what ! What copy you ! Bhb ! Teh-tarik on Monday uh !
ssshhuuu sshhiiaa [:: pass by ur blog and decided to leave u a tag =] hehe..tc! stay chio and happy always! haha..thinking back our p1 and p2 life was so fun and funny we even cheat during a maths test and got caught... remember? LOL..XD tc..LOVES
Really ? I forgot ! :/ Which teacher caught us ? I only remember how we used to skip recess to play :/ Takecare :D
JJ: hi. may i know where you bought the blue top on your July 12, 2008 post? i know its at bugis street. mind telling me which lane?or the floor? thanks! (:
Yeah , Bugis . First floor , if i'm not wrong the second last lane . Forgot already . Np :]
passerby: hey cafe galilee @ whr? nd how much is e pay? ty(:
Quite a few outlet . Part-time is $4.50/hr . Welcome :]


Goodnight .