Looking back..


I look back to the times when we're together, did i take you for granted?..
Did i play jokes too far off?
Were you really happy when you're with me..
Because i'm really happy, but good times really don't lasts..


Why do our hard-built relationship got ruined so easily..
Those months were nothing?
I admit i didn't love at first,
but when the days goes by i start to.
I start to miss,
then i start to love.
Now i can't live without..


Perharps you're glad that we're finally off from each other..
The strings are no longer attached.
You're not tied down by me anymore..
Not irritated by my paranoid anymore..
Perharps you're leading a happy life out there with your new girl..
But please remember and keep this in mind,
how hard you left me suffering alone down here.


God, please help me to overcome this..
What is love?..
What have i lost?..



My life seems incomplete,
since you left me in despair.
With the thoughts of our past,
I try not to reminisce
but my mind moves to fast.
In my dreams I am lost in your eyes.
I'm swallowed by your smile.
I'm tortured by your lies.
Warmed by your kisses
Missing your skilled touch
Longing for your return.
Your fingers laces in between mine.
When will I ever learn?
Even though you're just my memory.
My heart still tortured...