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Posted on : Tuesday, May 05, 2009 @ 11:40:00 PM
   Today was fucking cb horrible. Starve through my whole day because i dont have any cash with me, and that cb atm cannot dispense cash. Tell me, what kind of atm is that?!!!!! Anyway, after having some silly thoughts 2 days ago.. i really got it done today.. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - With theseeeee...  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - TADA!!  nope, half done. I'll pierce the sides too. I know this picture looks horrible, but tell me whose close up of a belly is beautiful? .. I'll get it done this saturday! I'm sure it'll look better when i change the studs upside down now with the smaller balls in my belly button, and with both sides pierced! :> I googled just now.. SHIT! I should have done tripod piercings.. ): ! On a side note, tripod belly pierce is very common now.. I'll stick to 4 pierce then.. Notice i don't really have the mood in typing all out now, cause this is the second time i typedddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CCCBBBBBBB!!!!!!!! Lol. Cause i typed a whole hella load just now and all got deleted. CB RIGHT!!!! Irritating only.. FORGET IT. I'll blog about the navel piercing after it's fully done then. It's not fully done today, cause i blacked out><  BOY. Now then i understand and realised, you're not that guy i've been loving all along.. After thinking through, i really know everything now.. Do you know, everytime before i'm making a nuisance, i did think through.. Think it through, to see if i'm the one being unreasonable.. But i realised i'm not.. And the reason now, that i know, is because we have a different mindset.. A totally different thinking.. You've known me for a year.. But tell me what do you really know about me?.. Do you know what i need from a boyfriend? Do you know what i really need? Now i tell you.. Although it's a little too late.. I don't need, i don't need money. I don't need you to pay for everything when we're out. When i've a boyfriend, i'm not after his money. Even if i'm really after money, name what gifts i forced you to gift me after knowing each other for so long. And i can only think of one, which costs only $30. It's the heart, it's the heart that counts.. What i really need, is someone to care, someone i feel safe with, someone who loved me alot truely.. But what you show me, is merely your sweet talks.. Note down, how many things you promised and really do?.. You didn't before, try to show me your love just by a small action.. Just by warming me up from picking me up after a tiring day of work.. Which girl with a boyfriend doesn't joy up a lil when her boyfriend waits for her outside her shop after work?.. Note down too, how many times you fetch me after work willingly? NONE To date, you only came before 3 times, and all of these were because i was angry and you came to sweet-talk me back.. No?.. And ALL of the 3 times you were late. Haha. So it turns out i'm the one waiting for you.. Just look at today. I was so happy i saw you outside my shop. I told you i was really hungry.. You promised you'll check if the atm is loaded with cash again so i could withdraw to get some food to eat.. And it was 8.30pm then.. but you went off back to batok without even telling me! And what's with the atm thing?! You didn't even bothered to check right. You can't just wait for me for awhile so we could bus-ed back tgt?.. Maybe you don't know what i'm saying now. I'm not flaring because you didn't wait for me after work. It's just.. you don't have the heart to show it to me.. Very gek sim.. I don't know what will goes on like this.. I'll just let it flow itself.. But i do smell a ending.. Don't tell me you'll change.. That's impossible. It's not your fault or mine fault.. It's just our different sets of thinking towards love, that might never pull us back tgt again.. (EDITED) You told me not to feel bad, you told me it's not my fault, you told me you've given up! :> That's cute.. Alright, i'll stop thinking what's going on now. It's clear enough already aren't it? Haha. i want my money back! I didn't pay for this kind of ending! |
