Woke up today feeling totally useless and dumb.
Whole body burnt up to 38.5degree..
Fever, flu, sorethroat, cough, bodyache.
Sounds like i have all the symptoms of the stupid H1N1.


I couldn't be bothered, cause i still have to open shop.. But my parents are all tensed up.
Cause i've just went to a hospital 2 days ago, they insist i have to go see a doctor.
Fucking clinic, waited for an hour, Doctor say i'm fine for the moment.
Unless my fever continues for 3-4 days..


Cab to open shop at fareast.. Late for an hour. All the shops around are already opened.
Felt so weird, cause usually my shop is the first to open in 4th floor.. Lol.


Lyn came to the rescue! So i went home early to rest now.): Aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. )': Still have to work a long day tommorow..




I've never felt this sucky before. Sick and giddy. And a horrible news rub in..
How'd you feel, when you know someone who loved you and takecare of you since you're born,
will be leaving you in less than 6months?..


This is unexplainable.. I've never lost any of my kins before, i know this day will come.. Never thought so soon..
I don't know how to express how i'm feeling inside.. I just wanna pray for her, to be happy for the remaining days of her life.
I love you, you're the greatest greatgrandma in the world.
You will hang on and will not suffer any bits.
Even when you leave us, you will leave peacefully..
And nothing will make you worry.


Time to accept the truth, rub off your tears. She don't wanna see you sad.