Posted on : Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 3:33:00 PM
Days like this..





It's actually really good.. To slow down our pace, to laugh back at the tiniest things.. To take pictures of each other, to mock at one another.. It feels good, relaxing actually. Since a year ago my life had been going at a really fast pace. There's no time for me to relax. I've to rush here and there, one assignment after another. Life is hardcore and mundane, and such is life. Such is my life.
Sux2beme.
I wonder if i'm still in school now what will i be doing? My whole social circle would be so much different! I don't think i would even get to know Jiayan and co.. I won't be working @ BoatQuay i won't be knowing so many different weird people. I won't get to buy things i like on my own.. I won't get to party. Of all those i can get now, i could exchange all those for a cert.. Been thinking bout it lately, does not having that
paper really gna make any difference in my life?..
It's not really that i regret quitting school now. It's my choice, really. And i won't regret (
at least for now ) but really if you were me at that point of them there weren't really much choice for you to choose..
Now that i'm left with only what i had. I had to make sure i work hard and prove to everyone whom used to look down on me for quitting school for partying and wasting my days away. And also to those who still look down on me now. (I don't know for what reason why they even care bout my life)
Because i know what i earn now is enough for me to spent, enough for me to buy all the things i like, but will never be enough for my future if i don't continue to work hard.